王子爱你铁了心

Chinese New Year

2012-01-26T09:29:00.002+08:00

Woooot!

Another Chinese New Year has passed.

I wore 3dresses this year! HAHAHA!

AMAZING!

Time really files.

In about 3 weeks time, my school is going to end.

In about 20days time, I'm going on my first Grad trip-Bintan.

In about 25days time, I'm going on my second Grad trip- Hong Kong.

Hahaha! I've a rather happening life!

Hahaha!

Now I wonder can I go university to study the course that I want.

I wish to get a scholarship, be it local or overseas.

Anyway, Happy New Year!

200th Post

2012-01-16T22:13:00.002+08:00

For my 200th post,

I shall upload some photos of my Kor Kor's wedding.

Haha!

Thats how I got around from my house to Suntec and to Chinatown. A bit unfriendly look. Haha!

Shall not have any close up shot. Haha!

Later looks funny. Hahaha!

15Jan

2012-01-16T01:28:00.000+08:00

Haiz.

I'm quite depressed now because I just lost my ezlink card, ear piece, and a photo.

I'm more worried about the ear piece because my dad got it for me...

And the photo of me and my sister...

Haiz.

I'm so worried and stressed to the extend that my rashes are having out break again...

Haiz..

Oh Lord, please deliver these items, along with Ros's iphone, safely back to as soon as possible.

Worried...

Making A DIfference

2012-01-05T22:50:00.002+08:00

Recently, I'm very inspired by this song.

It's called Making A Difference by City Harvest Church

For the past few weeks, many things had happened and I had done many things as well.

Be it thinking through, or keeping my time occupied with voluntary work.

I'm happy and contented.

I wish to make a difference.

I want to be the difference I want to see in the world. - Gandi

Making A Difference Lyrics- CHC

won't you lord
take a look at our hands
everything we have
use it for ur plan

won't you lord
take a look at our heart
mold it, refine it
as you set us apart

chorus:
we want to run to the altar
and catch the fire
to stand in the gap
between the living and the death
give us a heart of compassion
for a world without vision
we will make a difference
bringing hope to our land

we will answer the call
to build this church without wall
let your glory be shown
bring salvations to the lord

New Start

2011-12-09T07:45:00.003+08:00

Hello!

It's a great Friday Morning and I can feel it!

It has almost been 2 weeks since I broke up.

It's like a long journey.

Nevertheless, God is GOOD TO ME!

He's providing every of my need, giving me strength to get through this ordeal.

AMEN!

Thank you Lord for me so real!

And, suddenly, I like this song from SHE- 只為愛上你

SHE- 只為愛上你

如果说这世界不够完美不够好

一定是在等我们亲手给它变得美好

就像爱看起来会那么少一定是

在等我们一起勇敢的寻找一起找到

一片片落叶为开出个花园

手牵手捱过整个冬天

每只蝴蝶为了飞

为了翩翩起舞先做一个茧

最美海岸线总是要很蜿蜒

才足够让人忘返流连

你的身边要不是

比天边还遥远勇气怎么出现

当我终于住进你的心里

分享同一个世界

身后错过痛过漫长情节

都变甜美

只有我了解这幸福感觉

美得值得去付出一切

能够遇见你认识你喜欢你爱上你

感谢我每滴眼泪

只有你明白我有多珍贵

好得值得你为我改变

请你继续温柔交换我灿烂笑容

一天一天到永远那一天

yeh 爱上你有多幸运

像是天使的礼物

我们不要辜负这幸福

一定要更加幸福

如果爱真的是那么的少

我们就

一起守护我们得来不易的爱不被打扰

当你终于走到我的面前

完整所有的画面

就算苦辣酸甜尝过一遍

只剩喜悦

像是大雨过后晴朗的天宽阔而耀眼

每个黎明都需要有夜成全

往回看每兜一个圈

每一条迂回的曲线

都是为爱上你必须留的伏线

Officially

2011-11-23T22:47:00.002+08:00

I guess it has reached the end.

A verse from a song came to my mind...
"Every tear you cry, Is precious to His eyes..."

I went to find out which song or where it comes from...

And it's from this song, So You Would Come by Hillsongs

Before the world began
You were on His mind
And every tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Nothing you can do
Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done
Could make Him close the door
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Come to the Father
Though your gift is small
Broken hearts, broken lives
He will take them all
The power of the Word
The power of His blood
Everything was done
So you would come

Choice

2011-11-20T01:52:00.002+08:00

I don't know did I made the right choice.

I decided to take the last chance to try out.

Even though I took the last chance, I still feel confused.

I don't know what am I confused about.

I really don't know.

I guess now is make it or break it.

I can tell that he's really changed.

I don't know how am I feeling.

I'm just really confused.

Oh Dear Lord, please tell me is this Your plan for me.

Guide us through.

This is it

2011-11-15T23:57:00.002+08:00

I guess this is it..

Waking up from a dream..

Life still goes on....

It hurts...

But who will realise it?

Only He will know.

Because He's just that amazing.

Mixed Feelings

2011-11-01T20:24:00.002+08:00

Right now, I'm feeling rather low and miserable.

The song to describe is "Misery" by Maroon 5.

Haiz.

I feel that I can't take it anymore.

It's tiring.

But, I tell myself this.

"A leader hides his/her problems, put up a strong front for his/her followers, care for them. And thats enough to make the leader be happy and forget his/her problem(s)."

I agree.

Hope things will be better.

First week of school

2011-10-20T21:42:00.002+08:00

I've a wonderful first week of school.

Even though it's overwhelming because of the FP, I still looked forward to the FP and the many events of FP.

Hahahaha!

Anyway, I'm like addicted to this song because my sister has been playing it EVERYDAY and when she's at the computer!

It's by AKB48 and SMAP.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_bQYPIdiutk

There's a few superrrrrr cute girls!

She's called Mariko Shinoda.

Super cute!

SHe's the one with short brown hair.

Anyway, I look forward to tml Fancy Drill with the kids.

Haha!

I sure hope they will have fun.

I pray that God will bless me and teach me the words to use and guide my actions as well.

Amen.

Chawamushi

2011-10-10T21:02:00.003+08:00

I've not made chawamushi for a long time.

And I decided to make SUDDENLY!

hahaha!

In the end, it still LOOKS good.

Have yet to try though.

Hope it still tastes great!

Start of a great week

2011-10-09T21:23:00.003+08:00

Today is a great day!

I had bible study with Ros and Chrystella =D

Then stayed at Clement house.

Watched a penguin show.

I think it's called Mr. Penguin Popper..?

Haha!

It's funny and cute!!

Anyway, I'm having a good feeling about this coming week!

I'm gonna try new things and sharpen my "makeup" skills.

LOL!

I shall strive to create something nice.

HAHAH!

Oh well, I look forward to this coming week!!

Happy

2011-10-03T21:24:00.002+08:00

Today was such a busy day!

There's only two teachers in the center and the other teacher had test in the morning.

Which made things even more busier!

Nevertheless, it was super enjoying.

Even though I shouted a lot today, the kids were generally good except for few in their La La Land.

So got to shout to get them out of their La La Land.

Haha!

I had so many chances to interact with parents today!

One of them, one of my PG parents, she's nice!

She told me that her son likes me a lot!

I was.. "REALLY??" Hahahahahaha!

She said that he responds to me more than anyone else.

I was like..... OH?!

HAHAHA!

That certainly cheered me up at the end of the day!

Anyway, I worked from 7 to 6.30pm

FULL DAY TODAY!

Fortunately, Because God is with me, I was able to feel alive and still active till now =D

AMEN!

Moody

2011-10-02T21:32:00.002+08:00

For some reason, I'm quite moody today.

I had a very fun day today.

I met up with my best friends + my bf for lunch.

We ate at pastamania and it was great!!

After which, I went for a movie, Johnny English, with Darling.

It was very funny!!

I guess I was too tired, I began to feel moody.

Lastly, I got a little angry for not being respected.

Thats all..

5 more days to end work.

I really look forward to it.

Irritated

2011-09-19T18:07:00.002+08:00

Today was supposed to be a happy and peaceful day till the second half of the day.

I'm so angry and irritated.

I planned out activities to do for this whole me.

Activities for ME to do with the kids.

Yeah, ME.

So, SHE asked me what are we doing tml.

So I told her it's doing Ketupat.

Immediately, she took out papers and asked me to carry out the activity with her.

She did it her way and it didnt work.

I tried to tell her what was my intention, she didnt bother to listen and dont care.

I was irritated and kept quiet and let her brainstorm whatever ideas she want.

I would just comment whatever I felt like it.

My face was damn black. It was past my working time. OT.

She asked me all the way till 5.20.

In the end, she decided to change from Plan A to Plan F.

Plan A: Colour with Crayon and paint (my idea)
Plan B: Weaving a 2D Ketupat (my idea)
Plan C: Make 3 D Ketupat (Her idea)
Plan D: Make a HUGE (1/4 majong paper size) ketupat. Have the kids to paint
Plan E: See how tml
Plan F: Do worksheet.

I was pretty irritated and PISS off.

She doesnt care about the kids, like DAP wise and safety wise.

COME ON.

I KNOW MORE THAN YOU.

YOU ASKED ME TO PLAN.

I PLANNED.

YOU DIDNT FOLLOW.

THEN.

DON'T ASK ME TO PLAN.

IT'S A WASTE OF MY TIME AND EFFORT.

WTH

PLEASE CARE AND CONSIDER ALL KIDS' CHARACTER AND SAFETY

Irritated

2011-09-14T21:52:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling irritated.

It's our choice.

You said that you let us choose.

And we chose.

Now you not happy.

Then in the first place, don't ever say "YOU GAVE US THE CHOICE"

Piss

Work

2011-09-14T18:54:00.000+08:00

Work work work

I'm so tired from working.

Unknowingly, I've worked for 1 month.

Another month worth of work more.

I can't wait to finish my work.

I'm EXHAUSTED!!

Holidays

2011-08-19T21:32:00.002+08:00

Gosh, my first week of holiday has ended already!

Thats fast!!

Anyway, I've no exams this semester so, I've started work on Monday.

I'm working in a childcare center, daily 8-5 supposingly.

Hahaa! Everyday OT 30mins.

Anyway, because of my holiday, I started to search for anime to watch.

And....

I....

Found...

KAICHOU WA MAID-SAMA~!!

GOSH!! It's sooooooooo cute and romantic!

It's only 26ep on anime, but reading the manga really makes me really happy and high!!

The guy, Usui Takumi, is soooooooooooooo handsome!

The female, Ayuzawa Misaki, is so cute and innocent!!

Can go crazy reading the manga.

And now, the manga stopped in the middle...

Hate cliffhanging.... it's killing me....

HAHA!

Tomorrow will be a great day!

Here are some pictures from Kaichou Wa Maid-sama from the internet! Takumi and Ayuzawai!

May God bless that tomorrow will be a wonderful, with wonderful weather!

AMEN!

Running

2011-07-31T23:44:00.002+08:00

Gosh, I had a nappy day!

I slept so much today! Haha!

I went for a run with Clement at 1130

And after that, I slept all the way till 1700.

HAHA!

My muscles hurt now, esp my ankle ones.

Tomorrow will be a great day!

I am Free

2011-07-28T21:55:00.002+08:00

Here's one song I like and is going to listen to when I run tomorrow.

I am free- Time Hughes

Through You the blind will see
Through You the mute will sing
Through You the dead will rise
Through You all hearts will praise
Through You the darkness flees
Through You my heart screams, I am free!

I am free to run
(I am free to run)
I am free to dance
(I am free to dance)
I am free to live for you
(I am free to live for you)
I am free
(I am free)

Chorus:
I am free
I am free
I am free to run
(I am free to run)
I am free to dance
(I am free to dance)
I am free to live for you
(I am free to live for you
I am free
(I am free)
Yes I am free

FYP Presentation

2011-07-28T21:48:00.003+08:00

Today was our FYP presentation.

It went unexpectedly well! Haha!

Initially, I thought our weak point was our poster being too simple.
In the end, thats our strong point as our marker preferred the simple and direct type of poster.

It must be God arranging for us! Thats why You told Sya and Jia Qi how to do =D

Thank you God!

Nevertheless, it's Sya, Jia Qi and Aisha's effort to put the poster together!
Thank you sweeties!!

Anyway, back to the presentation

I was DAMN nervous and stress.

I typed my my script, 9 mins long XD

In the end, I didnt use the script because the advisors were rushing for time.

Hence, we were just mentioning whatever that was on our poster.

We were questioned by the advisors with things they don't understand.

Some good points we notice, they didn't talk as much as they did with other group. Haha!

I saw the advisor giving my group a B though.

Oh well,

We've done our best!! YAAY! It's OVER!

then i went back home to sleep XDD

Had dinner with Clement =DD Long John again. Hahaha!

I need to amplify my sports cell.

Gonna run Napfa soon X_X

God, please help me!

Just a quote

2011-07-24T21:49:00.002+08:00

Happiness is never stopping to think if you are. ~Palmer Sondreal

Photos!

2011-07-24T21:36:00.000+08:00

Here's the link to my AMAZING Project Oritz-T

http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10150242089218848.320102.573173847&l=cd9fc472a5&type=1

I shall sleep early today.

I don't care ANYMORE!

HAHA~!

Fruitful Day

2011-07-22T23:50:00.003+08:00

Today was the Project Oritz-T day!

THE DAY!

HAHAHA!

I met up with Aisha and Syafiqah to change together at blk 50.

Syafiqah really looks like the red queen!

Aisha looks damn cute as the bunny!

As for me... I look damn weird as the cat. XDDDDDD

The attire restricted many of my movements such as bending, sitting down, stretching.

Haha!

The project oritz-t started and ended in an blink of eye!

It was SUPER FAST and enjoying!

I feel that overall, our class was the best in terms of food, decoration and really participated in today's event!

It was a hugeeeeeeeeee success!!

After that, I went to meet Marcus and his friend for NP cell.

It was suprisingly interesting =D

The cell members are so welcoming and friendly!

Haha!

It ended at 10pm and I got home at 11.30pm.

Tml is gonna be a long day!

I don't like crop up of events, which then led me to cancel my appointment.

I shall upload some photos of Project Oritz-T another time.

Time to sleep!!

Suddenly, a sentence of Taylor Swift's song pops into my head,

"It's a twist of faith.."

Project Oritz-T

2011-07-21T22:15:00.002+08:00

OMGosh!!!!

Tomorrow is THE DAY.

YAAAAAAAAY!!!!

I haven't finish my attire but it's okay =DD

Hahaha!

I was bored and decided to play with the Slogan making machine.

When I typed in my name, I got a few nice Slogan and I like this:

Decide with confidence- waiwan

HAHAHA!

Loveeeeeeeee it!

I REALLY LOOK FORWARD TO TML PROJECT ORITZ-T

Hope everyone will dress nicely according to character!!

Project Oritz-T

2011-07-18T20:20:00.001+08:00

OMGosh!!

Project Oritz-T Is just THIS FRIDAY!!

WOOOOOOHOOOOO~~~~~~~~

I really can't wait for it.

I can only look forward to THIS project.

I'm so excited that I totally forgot about the other projects due date.

And, am NOT stress about Monday's assignment due! HAHAHAH!

I wonder what should I wear for Cheshire Cat~~

Meow~

Hahaha!

I guess I shall make my own costume =DD

Really look forward to it with my friends, Jia Qi, Aisha, Syafiqah~!

With them around, This project Oritz-T is gonna rock the house!

Wonder

2011-07-01T13:05:00.002+08:00

I came across this blog and saw this..

Have anyone thought of me that way before?

I do not know... =)

In school

2011-07-01T13:00:00.002+08:00

I'm in school, waiting for ASLEC to start.

Today is a long day.

Started with 9am tutorial, followed by 2hrs break, 2 hrs tutorial, 2 hour break (project meeting) and then 1hr advisor meeting.

After which, I'll be heading to cell.

Hope it's fun.

My leg hurts.

And, I started my first day of Fast and Pray today. Fast from solid food for 1 meal.
Yupps. =D

I heard this from radio and found it funny.

"Love is blind.
Marriage is an eye-opener."

Stress

2011-06-26T12:09:00.003+08:00

I'm so stress now.

I got so many things to do yet I'm feeling so tired.

I got a 22pgs long article to read

From there, need to prepare a presentation for TOMORROW.

Yups, I think I'm quite screwed up...

I'm so lost in the piles of work and assignments need to do..

Okay, I've decided. Sleep off my stress and moodiness

NIGHT NIGHT =D

angry

2011-06-24T21:47:00.002+08:00

I'm not in a good mood.

Yeah.

Shall force myself to do work.

Yeah, thats what I should do now.

Wonderful Day

2011-06-16T22:33:00.003+08:00

Today is a happy day!

Started off with meeting my nanny and my sisters for lunch at Vivo =D

I was early so I went shopping first.

Then I saw Uni Qlo and bought 2 shirts!

ONE PIECE DESIGN! So excited and got 1 for my dad!

Mine is the one of the left, my dad's on the right. He doesnt want to wear!! SOB!

Then I continue to window shop abit, check out the makeup etc.

Then I met up with my nanny and my sisters and had lunch.

We went shopping for makeup and other stuff.

Haha! In the end, I bought a lot of things which totals to 100dollars...

I'm happy,

My wallet is damn sad.

Haha!

I bought Eyeliner, Eye shadow and lipgloss from Etude house. The lady remembers me!

And she asks me where are my friends and why am i there for. XDD

It's so funny!

After buying, I rushed down to KAP for meeting.

It's was super funny as well. Haha!

Make up

2011-06-15T22:10:00.002+08:00

Darling says that Jap Makeup may not suit me.

I was a little sad but still, he says it's because it looks fake.

Unless I can put it till it looks natural...

I doubt so...

I want to learn...

But it seems so HARD!

Gosh..

Ken told me what his friend told him.

She said can learn from this website (www.canmake.com)

And the lashes there good.

For a start, try buying cheap lashes to try.

I think I really need to try and get one that looks natural and suits me.

I just ordered 2 this morning, kinda excited over them

XDD

Anyway, Darling is back from HK and bought me 3 shirts.

Haha!

Thank you =DD

Taken the First Step

2011-06-12T22:15:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was my first day with God.

So far, things have been good =D

Had a wonderful day with my dad! Yaay!

Anyway, I'm listening to quite a few christian songs now.

Like, Who Am I, Through It All.

Currently, Clement is at Hong Kong shopping with his family.

Haha!

I Miss you!

And, you're not a smart guy to pick me as your girlfriend!!

Light Up the World

2011-06-08T00:27:00.002+08:00

Recently, I'm hooked to this song, Light Up The World by Glee; Season 2 Volume 6.
They sang this song in their nationals.

It's such a positive song and I love the chorus!

Makes me wanna sing with them even though I can't sing.

Haha!

Then I wondered, How would i look like with jap makeup...

I guess i'll learn and apply it and surprise ppl one day =D

Light Up The World Lyrics

santana:
hey-hey-hey you and me keep on dancing in the dark,
it's been tearing me apart, never knowing what we are.
hey-hey-hey you and me keep on tryin to play it cool,
now it's time to make a move and that's what i'm gonna do.

artie:
lay it all down
brittany:
got something to say
artie:
lay it all down
brittany:
throw your doubt away
artie:
do or die now
brittany:
step onto the plate
artie and brittany:
blow the door wide open like up up and away

chorus:
let's light up the world tonight
you gotta give up the bark and bite
i know that we got the love alright
come on and li-li-light it up, light it up tonight

finn:
hey-hey-hey you and me turn it up ten thousand watts.
tell me why we've gotta stop, i just want to let it rock.

artie:
hey-hey-hey you and me keep on staring at the road,
like we don't know where to go, step back, let me take control.

artie:
lay it all down
brittany:
got something to say
artie:
lay it all down
brittany:
throw your doubt away
artie:
do or die now
brittany:
step onto the plate
artie and brittany:
blow the door wide open like up up and away

chorus:
let's light up the world tonight
you gotta give up the bark and bite
i know that we got the love alright
come on and li-li-light it up, light it up tonight

finn:
hey hey hey you.
hey hey hey you.
hey hey hey you.
hey hey hey you.

rachel:
lay it all down,
got something to say.
lay it all down,
throw your doubt away.
do or die now,
step onto the plate
blow the door wide open like up up and away

chorus:
let's light up the world tonight
you gotta give up the bark and bite
i know that we got the love alright
come on and li-li-light it up, light it up tonight

It hurts

2011-06-05T01:32:00.003+08:00

It hurts...

It hurts so badly that I finally understood why teenagers can commit suicide in a relationship.

Because it HURTS THAT MUCH!

It's so painful that I want to eat as much drugs as I could and sleep all the way...

It hurts so much that I feel I have the courage the jump off a building...

It hurts... It's so painful...

And, I heard this song, Almost There

And this verse... "Fairy Tales can come true..."

Does fairy tales have painful and hurting ends or parts?

Mine hurts so much....

It hurts to breath

It hurts to be alive

It just feels that I'm gonna have a heart attack, gonna faint.

Tears just came rolling down, one after another, till hundreds had rolled down...

This is the amount of tissues I had used. It's at least half a roll of toilet paper. Haha!

Defy Gravity

2011-06-04T23:58:00.002+08:00

I'm confused.

I'm sad.

My feelings these few days are beyond some words can describe.

I wish I had the courage to make some decision.

Or to give myself up

But I am stubborn.

So are you.

Is it possible to defy gravity and things would change in another way?

I don't know..

Defying Gravity- Glee

Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!

It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I am defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

I'm through accepting limits
''cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know!
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost

Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost!

I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you won't bring me down!
bring me down!
ohh ohhh ohhhh!

Messed Up

2011-06-02T22:13:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling rather confused and alone now.

Got lots of things on my mind.

Stress over work, health and relationship.

Yet, I don't know who can I share with.

Quarreled with my bf, so he don't care about me now.

I just feel this song is like my life right now.

P!nk, Perfect
Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated
Look, I'm still around

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
[Clean version: Like you're less than less than perfect]
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me!
[Clean version: You are perfect to me!]

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred... such a tired game
It's enough! I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same

Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line, and we try try try,
But we try too hard and it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They don't like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time
Why do we do that? Why do I do that?

Why do I do that..?

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're f*ckin' perfect to me
You're perfect, you're perfect!
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me...

Leadership

2011-05-31T12:27:00.003+08:00

"Innovation distinguishes between a leader and a follower.”
Steve Jobs

Teacher say that everyone has leadership skills.

I doubt so.

Some are natural leaders.

Some are trained leaders.

Some are better followers than leaders.

Some are best be followers.

And the last group, not good as leaders AND followers.

Haha!

What are you?

A leader?

A follower?

Or none??

"He who has never learned to obey
cannot be a good commander."
Aristotle

Miss Independent

2011-05-19T23:27:00.001+08:00

Suddenly, I came across this song, Miss Independent by Ne-Yo. Haha!

It's so groovy! Haha!

Miss Independent Lyrics

Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah

ooh it's somethin' about
Just somethin about the way she move
I cant figure it out
there's somethin about her

said ooh its somethin about
kinda woman that want you but dont need you
hey i cant figure it out
there's something about her

cause she walk like a boss
talk like a boss
manicured nails to set the pedicure off
shes fly effortlessly

and she move like a boss
do what a boss do
she got me thinkin about getting involved
thats the kinda girl i need oh

she got her own thing
thats why i love her
miss independent
wont you come and spend a little time?

she got her own thing
thats why i love her
miss independent
ooh the way we shine
miss independent yeah

Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah, oh

ooh there's somethin about
kinda woman that can do for herself
i look at her and it makes me proud
theres somethin about her

theres somethin oh so sexy about
kinda woman that dont even need my help
she said she got it she got it no doubt
there's something about her

cause she work like a boss play like a boss
car and a crib she bout to pay em both off
and her bills are paid on time

she made for a boss, only a boss
anything less she tellin them to get lost
thats the girl thats on my mind

she got her own thing
thats why i love her
miss independent
wont you come and spend a little time?

she got her own thing
thats why i love her
miss independent
ooh the way we shine
miss independent yeah

mmm her favorite thing to say
dont worry i got it
mmm and everything she got
best believe she bought it

mmm she gon' steal my heart
aint no doubt about it
girl you're everything i need
said you're everything i need

yeah yeah
yeah yeah, yeah yeah
yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah, oh

she got her own thing
thats why i love her
miss independent
wont you come and spend a little time?

she got her own thing
thats why i love her
miss independent
ooh the way we shine
miss independent yeah

miss independent
thats why i love her

GLEE - Full "Misery" Performance

2011-05-12T22:56:00.000+08:00

Misery

2011-05-12T22:52:00.000+08:00

Haha! Lately, another tune just popped into my head and started humming the tune before I even know the title of the song.

Soon, I found out it was Misery by Maroon 5. However, I prefer the Glee version of Misery.

haha! I love the tune of the song! Esp the chorus! Haha!

Misery

Oh yeah
Oh yeah
So scared of breaking it
But you won't let it bend
And I wrote two hundred letters
I won't ever send
Sometimes these cuts are so much
Deeper than they seem
You'd rather cover up
I'd rather let them be
So let me be
And I'll set you free

[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain't no other
Who can comfort me
Why won't you answer me?
The silence is slowly killing me
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
Now I'm gonna get you back
I'm gonna get you back

Your salty skin and how
It mixes in with mine
The way it feels to be
Completely intertwined
It's not that I didn't care
It's that I didn't know
It's not what I didn't feel,
It's what I didn't show
So let me be
And I'll set you free

[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain't no other
Who can comfort me
Why won't you answer me?
The silence is slowly killing me
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
Now I'm gonna get you back
I'm gonna get you back

You say your faith is shaken
You may be mistaken
You keep me wide awake and
Waiting for the sun
I'm desperate and confused
So far away from you
I'm getting here
I don't care where I have to go

Why do you do what you do to me, yeah
Why won't you answer me, answer me yeah
Why do you do what you do to me yeah
Why won't you answer me, answer me yeah

[CHORUS]
I am in misery
There ain't nobody
Who can comfort me
Why won't you answer me?
Your silence is slowly killing me
Girl you really got me bad
You really got me bad
Now I'm gonna get you back
I'm gonna get you back

Hot Wings- Rio

2011-05-09T22:55:00.002+08:00

This is one of my new motivational song in 2011.

Hot Wings from Rio. It's a new movie this year about a bird who can't fly. Haha!

Anyway, it's very catchy and I love the beat. Makes me wanna dance and shake to the song!

Haha! I feel less tired after hearing this song. I had a very very long day today.

You have no idea how much this song has lifted my mood =D

Hot wings

Nico: I want to party
I want to samba
I want to party
I want to samba

I want to party
And live my life (Pedro: live my life)
I want to party (party)
And fly

Imma fly, fly just like a bird
(But you are a bird! )
Oh yeah, you're right,
So let me fly just like a rocket, then (ok)
Fly so high where I need to come down for oxygen
Cause once we start it, baby, ain't no ain't no stoppin' then

Cause I just want to live my life, and party
All I want is to be free, and rock my body
Ain't nowhere around the world that I want to live my life
In Rio
Cause in Rio
In Rio, I realize
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/w/will_i_am/hot_wings.html ]
I want to party (party)
I want to samba (party)
I want to party (party)
And fly

Pedro: I'm that samba, samba
Master, master, master
Master, master

Who shouts out?
Imma get your blaster, blaster,
Blaster, blaster, blaster
You dance fast,
But I dance faster, faster, faster
Faster, faster

You're too slow
You need to catch up

Both: You can dance, and dance, but I...

Nico: I want to party (party)
I want to samba (party)
I want to party (party)
I want to samba (party)

I want to party (party)
And live my life (live my life)
I want to party (party)
And fly

(Instrumental Break)

(Blu caws)
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey
(Blu caws)

Jewel: Laya 4x

Hey

Jewel: Laya 8x

Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey
(Blu caws)

(Repeat)

Hey, hey, hey, hey

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/w/will_i_am/#share

Restless

2011-05-03T22:34:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling very restless now. Perhaps because I'm exhausted, or I have impending assignment, or just lethargic.

I really want to rest but I've yet to finish my assignment. Haiz.

I wish to talk to my friends.. But they're just so busy... No time for me.

Where are my friends? I don't know. I think I lost them in my way of life... Or... They have lost me in their life...?

Who can I talk to?

I don't know.

Restricted

2011-04-29T21:27:00.001+08:00

I feel restricted.

I do not like it.

I'm the way who I am.

Don't try and shape me into your fantasy.

I won't fit.

I won't budge either =D

Hey Hey!

2011-04-24T21:07:00.003+08:00

Hey hey! I'm bored. Hence, i decided to blog.

I got a lot of updates to do. I guess I shall make in point form.

My life update:
- Got 2 new hamsters; Sven and Alfie
- NP Year 3 now
- Short hair
- 19years old already!! XD
- Spent a lot of money on my hamsters and other stuff! (Bank money running low =( )
- Got a tank of Guppies and baby guppies!
- Attached to Clement =D
- Got a twitter (just for the quotes)
- New weekend routine

I guess thats all.

Anyway, this should be Sven. They both look alike. But difference; the size. Alfie is fat. Sven is fatter and big. Hahaha!

They ate too much =D

Exhausted

2011-01-23T21:16:00.001+08:00

I'm so exhausted.

I need sleep yet I can't.

I've tons to do, and yet I have not finished a single task.

I miss my Darling yet I can't see him.

Haiz. Wish he could be here, and I could rest in his arms...

Sad

2010-09-28T23:49:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling very upset now.

To listen to you,
I go against my will.
To go against you,
You blow up your top.

I really don't know what to do.

I keep repeating the same mistake, making you angry everytime.

Tell me, what should I do?
I'm so upset now, do you know?

Empty Days

2010-07-26T23:48:00.000+08:00

It has been 4 days since you left.
It's unusually quiet...

I miss you.

It's so weird that I no longer need to use my phone
to text you.
To see if you're replying my messages

You simply cant even received my messages...

I miss you Darling.

Faster come back safely!

Annoyed

2010-07-19T23:11:00.002+08:00

"Anything can go wrong will go wrong."

I had experienced it today.
My Math Corner was gone.
Children did everything that shouldn't be displayed.

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わたしのともたちがきらいです。
とてもきらいです。
いま、わたしはかなしです。

だれにたすける

Sick

2010-07-06T14:36:00.003+08:00

I'm in LT 68E.
Stuck with the same teacher.
For some reason,
She seemed to be having 'period' again.

She has been PMS-ING the whole time.
Again, she is catching people to answer her questions.

I'm still sick.
Irritating Flu.
Murderous Cough.
Deadly Virus spreading around the lecture hall.

I want to recover.
I want to recover FAST!

No time to waste.

Either I make it

Or

Break it

9 Assignments due in these 3 weeks!

Infant Property Law

2010-07-04T21:20:00.002+08:00

This post is specially for Chu Wei, my best friend.

Toddler Property Laws

If I like it, it's mine
If it's in my hand, it's mine
If I can take it from you, it's mine
If I had it a little while ago, it's mine
If it's mine, it must never appear to be yours in any way
If I'm doing or building something, all the pieces are mine
If it looks just like mine, it is mine

Perhaps I should create my own LAW!

hahah!

I'm down with flu & cough now.
I wish i can recover soon!

Assignment

2010-06-30T00:13:00.002+08:00

I think I'm just left with 5 assignment before the semester ends.
I'm pretty excited that the sem is ending.

However, there's a lot of assignment due within these three weeks.

I'm pretty worried about the math corner.
I'm currently doing my P&P essay, Math Journal.

I don't know how to get rid of my stress.
hence I...
decided to...

EAT ICE-CREAM!

Haha! Ice-cream helps me to de-stress!

haha! I'm going to sleep now!
I'm so tired!
I had a very long day!
2.5hrs of bus ride to school today!

The worse bus ride ever!

Bad Mood

2010-06-14T23:55:00.001+08:00

I'm in a bad mood now.
Perhaps because of my friend.
Perhaps it got worsen because of Dar.

Oh well..

I'm in a bad mood.
Thats all.

I want to cheer up.
But I just can't.

Whats wrong with me.
Perhaps I should re-phrase.
Whats right about me?

A Busy Sem

2010-05-25T17:30:00.002+08:00

I'm still in my lecture.
Infant & Toddler.
I guess she's ending soon?
She's talking about the different types of temperament.
Well, I think we've learnt it last year during our Child Development.
Anyway, the way she read Feisty is funny!
haha!

Oh well, after lecture ends,
I'll be headed down to Kovan, to GB HQ.
GB meeting at 7.30pm later.
I sure hopes it'll end by 9pm!!
I need to do my essay tonight!!
I need to hand in tomorrow already!!

I miss Darling!
I should make an effort to charge my phone every night so that i don't have to be like this.
My phone low battery already.

I miss you Darling!! =D

Feeling Sad

2010-04-26T22:28:00.002+08:00

I'm sad because Clement was injured today.
He had fell from the stairs.
I was, still is, very worried about him.
Lucky, he got MC tml!

Yaay! So, he can still stay at home and rest.

Anyway, tomorrow is another freezing tuesday
I'll be in my lecture hall for 4 hrs straight lecture.
That lecture hall is freezer.
However, my lesson ends at 6pm.

I have 3hrs break...

I'm tired...
Gonna hit the sack now!

Good night!

2nd Jab

2010-04-12T22:46:00.002+08:00

This morning, I went to take my 2nd jab.
It's at Parkway Parade.
It's far.
And I was feeling super down and restless.
My appointment was 11am and
I had to leave my house at 9.05am.

I took 3 buses.
811 to Northpoint.
858 from Northpoint to Changi Airport.
36 from Changi Aiport to Parkway Parade.

It's quite fast but expensive.
Oh well...

I took the jab.
It was painful.
Not because of the needle.
But when the nurse injected the liquid in,
it hurts a lot.
however, i was so tired.
I couldn't be bothered.

After which, i went back home...
tired.

Happy Day

2010-03-21T23:06:00.001+08:00

Right now, I'm waiting.
Waiting for Dar to reach home.
Dar is injured now ='(
He had a twisted anklet.
Sorry, It's all my fault =((

I had a wonderful day with Dar.
Spend the entire day at his house.
Gaming & Sleeping.
Wonderful weather to sleep!
Haha!

I'm going to save money to donate for the children in India!
$3 a week?
Then I can tell my friends:
I fed 24 children in India!
Instead of boasting about some gadgets...
=D

India Trip

2010-03-10T22:38:00.002+08:00

This Saturday, I'm going overseas.
To India with my GB and BB.

However, I've yet to pack my bag.
I'm feeling very restless now.
Haiz. I dont like to pack.
Nevertheless, pressured to pack.

I'm going India for about 6 days.
Coming back on 19 March.
The weather there is HOT.
Highest is 39C...

I'm going to be baked!
I'm pretty excited about this trip too!
Nevertheless, I'm worried about the girls' safety.
I hope everyone will enjoy this trip.

I believe it's going to be a fun trip!

I wish Clement can either send me to the airport
or pick me up from the airport...
but I cant be selfish.
I miss him.
( ) ( )
(. _ . )
(' ' )o

Dota

2010-03-03T20:08:00.002+08:00

These few weeks,I've been playing Dota.
I guess I'm doing fine?
Have both extreme ends.
Many many deaths.
Beyond Godlike!11< kills
Rampage for killing 5 heroes.

Oh well, I like playing Dota.
Sometimes, I wish for Clement's praises/approval
as motivation to keep me
playing in
the game..

I guess I'm asking too much,isnt it?

Stupid Waiwan

2010-02-23T07:59:00.003+08:00

I feel so stupid.
Why do I always make Clement angry?

It hurts when I had made him angry.

I wish I would know what he wants me to do.
I wish I would know how not to make him angry anymore.
I wish I would know how to be more understanding...

Sorry Clement =(

Do you think these wishes are possible to be granted?

Confused Mind

2010-02-20T23:17:00.002+08:00

I'm very confused now.
I do not know what is right and wrong.

Being jealous is wrong.
Not being jealous is right?

Thinking a little deeper is wrong.
Not giving it any thought is right?

If being possessive is wrong,
does it mean that I'll let my love go to anyone?

I know being jealous is not very nice.
But wouldn't it be nicer if the jealousy can be removed?
Instead of saying, don't think so much?

There's a difference... Perhaps people don't think in depth.
Perhaps I had given it too much thoughts...
Perhaps I'm too sensitive...
It's just me.

I like to think.
Think about things.
Think about thinking.
Thats what makes me different from many people.
I reflect.

Elated

2010-02-19T22:32:00.000+08:00

I'm very happy today!!

1) I finished my exam!!
2) Holiday starts today!!
3) Clement is out of BMT!!
4) Clement came to school to pick me up~!!
5) CLEMENT SENT ME HOME TODAY!!

hehe!

I'm waiting for Clement to reach home first before I go and sleep...
I've a long day today. Cant wait to go and sleep =D

Crazy Day

2010-02-08T17:29:00.002+08:00

This update is especially for Hime-sama, who complains that I don't update my blog...

Today is a crazy day for me.
I woke up early to do my assignment,
which is due TODAY!
LOL

I realised that my mentor didnt sign my attendence,
and I went back to the center.
I waited at the center...
10 mins past...
30mins past...
1 hour past...!
My mentor still isn't here!

After 1 hour and 15mins, then I realised that
SHE'S SICK!
I hope she gets well soon!
And, eventually, I got my teacher to sign on her behalf...
Wasted 1hour for nothing.

Now,I'm pretty vex over what should I get for Cream.
Any suggestion people?
I'm feeling very itchy now due to the WARM weather...
oh well...
Going to sleep now!

I miss Cream.
Waiting for the day that
Cookies + Cream = Cookies & Cream! =D

Sad Day

2010-02-04T21:26:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling very sad today.

Many things happened.
Many things went through my mind.

As I was reflecting back at what had happened today,
I can't helped but feel very depressing...

Maybe I'm being too sensitive.
Maybe they're not in a good mood,
Maybe they're not happy with me...

I don't know...
I fear the truth... It hurts...
Just wish the pain would fade off quickly...and silently....

One Less Lonely Girl

2010-02-01T08:05:00.003+08:00

These few days, this song flows in my head...

One Less Lonely Girl~....

hahaha! Maybe because Clement had been playing it very often...haha!

Oh well, I'm doing my evaluation right now, about my Music & Movement implementation. haha! No mood to do! haha! Going to school at 11.30am =D

A short day today =DD

I shall finish the evaluation fast and rest awhile before going to school...

[PS: the MV of One Less Lonely Girl is soooooooooooooooooooooooooo SWEET~~~~~~ ]

One Less Lonely Girl Lyrics

There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl

How many i told you's
And start overs and shoulders
Have you cried on before
How many promises be honest girl
How many tears you let hit the floor
How many bags you'd packed
Just to take'em back, tell me that
How many either or's
But no more,
If you let me inside of your world
There'll be one less lonely girl

Oh oh
I saw so many pretty faces
Before i saw you, you
Now all i see is you
I'm coming for you
No no
Don't need these other pretty faces
Like i need you
And when your mine in the world

There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
I'm gonna put you first
I'll show you what you're worth
If you let me inside your world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

Christmas wasn't merry, 14th of february
Not one of'em spent with you
How many dinner dates, set dinner plates
And he didn't even touch his food
How many torn photographs are you taping back
Tell me that you couldn't see an open door
But no more,
If you let me inside of your world
There'll be one less lonely girl

Oh oh
I saw so many pretty faces
Before i saw you, you
Now all i see is you
I'm coming for you
No no
Don't need these other pretty faces
Like i need you
And when your mine in this world

I can fix up your broken heart
I can give you a brand new start
I can make you believe
I just wanna set one girl free to fall (free to fall)
She's free to fall (fall in love)
With me
My hearts locked and nowhere that i got the key
I'll take her and leave the world
With one less lonely girl

There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl

One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
I'm gonna put you first
I'll show you what you're worth
If you let me inside your world

Moody

2010-01-26T06:37:00.001+08:00

Right now,I'm feeling very moody. I don't know why.
When I woke up,I'm feeling moody.

Perhaps it's because I've a long day today.
Or maybe because of my Japanese Oral test later?

Haiz....I'm feeling moody. I just want to lie on my bed and do nothing...

A Great way to end the day

2010-01-19T23:38:00.002+08:00

I had a bad day today...I was very depressed when I woke up....

I was depressed all the way till evening. However, Cream cheered me up. I'm revived almost immediately. Haha!

Anyway, I had a Japanese test today. I thought it would be very very very difficult, hence, I had studied very hard; almost like Day and Night for it!

In the end, it turned out to be a rather easy test. I had finished, plus checking, it within 30mins...

oh well, I think I can get A for it.haha! We'll see what happens ba. =D

Wonderful Day

2010-01-16T23:20:00.001+08:00

I had a very wonderful day with Clement.

I had done my work in the morning, met him after that.

Even though I wont be seeing him until Friday, I believe time will fly past fast for me.
I've classes to pass time, in no time, I'll see Clement again.

It's a fun day!

Clement-san　がとてもすけいです！

New Year Wishes

2009-12-31T23:58:00.002+08:00

HEY PEOPLE! It's just 1 min to New year!
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE! WISH YOU ALL TO HAVE PINK HEALTH!

New Year Wishes
1) Everyone to be in Pink health
2) Everyone to live each day happily
3) Not quarrel with C anymore
4) Improve myself; Be more reasonable; Be more considerate ; Be less stubborn
5) C can get into local university
6) Be with C for decades=DD
7) Be happy each day =D
8) C be happy each day
9) To Excel in my studies
10) To <3 C more each day =DDD

Happy New Year everyone!
TAKE CARE

Leave the unhappy memories behind, because we're moving on =D
To a better year, beautiful memories to be made in the coming year =D

Take care =D

Wonderful Day!

2009-12-24T00:06:00.003+08:00

Today I had a Chirstmas Dinner at Sushi Tei with Clemet And Kent.

Clement & I =D

The dinner is so nice! Haha!

After the dinner, i went to Kinokuya, and unexpected things happened!

Maybe because i had dressed up for the occasion, i got a few stares/looks.

A girl was looking up and down at me, with a bit of puzzling and envious look, according to Clement... Oh well. Haha! The feeling is weirdly nice? hahaha!

After that, we went home.

And last but not least...

It's such a nice day today,aside the fact that, my feet hurts ALOT due to the boots,which has almost NO sole....

Moody/Upset

2009-12-11T01:28:00.002+08:00

In the past, I often wonder...
WHY THE HECK people start a war over religion?

I thought it's stupid...

But now, I know why.

2 different religion are hard to co-exist together...

What should Cookie do?
Cookie is lost...

WONDERFUL

2009-12-10T08:58:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, I had implemented my first lesson plan...
It was cool...but scary.
It's scary not because of the field sup, but the kids finished the drawing too fast!!!
OMGGGGGGGGG!!
i was like.........sooooo fast??!! Then they finished their drawing in like 10 mins??I though they will be slow...
IN THE END!
THEY ARE LIKE BULLET TRAIN!!

NO CHOICEEEEEEEE!!

IMPROTU!!!

They asked me wat to do next, I said" you can draw at the back of the leaves"
Then they finished drawing in 5mins?!!!
Then they asked me wat to do again?!!!!
So i gave them their frames, and have them to draw at the back.
OMG!!!
Guess wat, the whole lesson plan of mine was like 35mins?!!

If I had not asked the children to draw on the back of the leaves, the frames...
I DONT THINK I CAN PASS MY LESSON PLAN!!!

OH NOOOOOOOOO!!

BUT....1 Down,3 more to go!!
hahaha!
Next wed is Sculptor!

hahaha!

I need to sleep....i want sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!!

DEAD BUSY WEEK

2009-11-30T20:55:00.002+08:00

Today is MONDAY...OSIM!
hahaha!
Had project meeting at 9...sian...tired...was KO in CD and PLEY...

Then...I met J.
I was awkward.
Dont know wat to do...
He waved to me,
So, I replied him with a 'cheerful' hi
along with waving of my hands.

I was a bit awkward.
It's because of the guilt i have within me
Thats why I was behaving like that
I dont know

Today, I doubt i can sleep early.
None of this whole week!
Today need to do
1) playdough
2) artpieces
3) Lesson plan materials

Haiz....I better shower first.
I got a new name, Cadenza.
C & C. hahaha!
Thats why they choose Cadenza.hahaha!

I yearned for Friday to come,but fear wed coming....
Wat should i do mann?

Shades

2009-11-27T20:53:00.003+08:00

Today went out with X.

Went to collect X's Shades!!

And get X's cross.

LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE X with the shades and cross!!

X looks sooooooooooooooooooo charming!

hahaha!!

I borrowed X's shades and toooooooooooook many~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Zi Lian photos!

hahaha!

So DAO la!! Isnt it? hahaha!

Bad Day

2009-11-26T22:14:00.000+08:00

Today seemed to be a bad day for me.
I told my dad something about x...and he was in DEEP shock...
then he talked for awhile...
In short, he is not keen in me getting a bf. He thinks i'm still young.

In class, PD is kinda boring...
After lunch,CAYC, i got really depressed...
Every of my suggestions are being turned down.
So i wasnt into discussion.
Sorry, I'm being selfish again...

To make my day is more down, my draft for PLEY was pretty badly done.
So,they decided to redo immediately,
=( i was sad.
And, when I talked,no one listens =/
A bit sad...
So I left early...I was sad,so I dont wish to see them...or else,I might flare up...

After that, I met X and felt better after that =)
X sure knows how to cheer me up with X's smile =DD

It's Lovely When You Smile!

Tiring Day

2009-11-21T18:20:00.002+08:00

I went to Pets Shelter today.
I was washing until 1.10pm today. Quite a lot to wash =/
NVM! After washing, I went to play with the cats for awhile =DD
Two cats sat on my lap and scratched me =/
nvm,i forgive them! hahaha!! LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE THEM!!!
HAHAHA!
Since they 撒娇 sooooooooooo much to me XDDDDDD
LOVEEEEEEEEEE IT
hahahaha!

I went out to have lunch with X. He treated me to lunch at Delifrance.
Tasted lamb for the first time of my life!
It's hard...kinda tough. hahahah!
Then we went around for awhile then X went off for his church.

Right now, i'm thinking.
How do i know if a guy is toying you or being serious with you?
haiz....it's so hard to tell...

Decision

2009-11-20T13:18:00.002+08:00

I dont know wat to do...
To say or not to say.
If i say now,my dad will nag.
At least he nags NOW,instead of later date...

I dont dare to tell him too even though i really dont have one now.
But,if i say now,it's like...better?then when i really got one,then they wont
make such a big fuss over it?

But how am i going to say.

THATS THE PROBLEM!

Movies

2009-11-19T23:19:00.003+08:00

Today was the last day of the red camp!!!

I played many roles today!

Cookies monster,Ah Ma, Sophie.

The first performance was the worst...

I knew i was taking CM...okay.

After that was Ah Ma....

FINE,my arm was aching le...

I thought no more roles le....so i was stoning there...

Suddenly, Siti shouted,eh!your turn la!!

Then i was like...huh?! my arm was achinggggggggg

but I continued Sophie's role.

We took turns =D It's fun! LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE EVERYONE THERE!

GRACE & I WERE SUPER HIGH during the Nobody song! we started dancing...and it was recorded!! XDDDDDDD

Anyway,time flies quite quickly today cause there wasnt much rest time...

soon it was 1pm,and I met Kor and headed to Plaza Sing...

GUESS WHAT?

We took at the 171 at about 1.20pm....

and we reached the cathay at 3.25pm

you must be wondering wat happened...

a flood happened...

WE WERE SOOOOOOOOOO PISS! even the ppl walking were so much faster.

the bus...took like...10mins to move a meter or so...forget it.it's so slow...hahah!

Anyway,the movie didnt interest me. In the end, I was distracted and looked around instead of the show. The graphics are nice,but...it's kinda predictable.

I still prefer 'The Day After Tomorrow'.

The day ended off with a little twist.

oh well, at least, i managed to pass ONE WHOLE day on heels!hahaha!

I'll see what happens tomorrow.

Sleepy

2009-11-16T21:01:00.003+08:00

Today is the first day,i actually had taken a nap!!
hahaha! It has been soooo long.... it's a nice nap =D

Loveeeeeeeeee it!!

Today was the final practice for our group.
pretty messy,as we're not ready prepared for it...
but in the end,everyone worked out a lot of sweat!!

We were given a HMS shirt!!
I was given XS...i wanted a S...
but when i took it out, okay,XS is good enough. HAHAHA!
It's HUGE!!!

I was pretty upset with the fact that my teacher dont want to give me extra CCA points when i sorta requested from her.
Even Hin Ann requested for my sake too!!
But she dont seemed keen in giving me =(
Very upset...I made all those shirts,buy the material she didnt give me,and finished in such a short time span.
And,all she said is...hmm..not bad.nice.etc

NO USE! I WANT CCA POINT! OR$$ XDDDDDDDD

oh well....tml is the day =D

Wonderful day

2009-11-15T23:24:00.003+08:00

Today, I went out with Ken and Clement to have lunch.
We went to Liang Court to have our lunch, at a jap resturant.
we all had ramen =D
but i dont really a fan of ramen..oh well...
Then Kent was like..."i can see you're more or less done le..."
When I still have HALF a bowl...?

In the end,Kor helped me finished XDDDDDD
Then we went to the supermarket and walked around!!
IT'S SO FUN!
and, I realised there's a lot of Japanese there!! I even went there and watched the Jap version of Doremon!!!It feels DIFFERENT!!HAHAHAHA!

After walking the whole supermarket, i realised that the WHOLE supermarket is selling JAP STUFF! i was like......i want this...i want that....I WANT EVERYTHING!!!!!!

Then,Kent treated us to ICE-CREAM!!!!!Darn it! i forgot to take photos of the ice-creams!!=(
I got C&C,and rock melon; Kent got Milk and strawberry yoghurt ;Clement got the most common ones, Chocolate and Vanilla.
It's niceeeeeeee!!hahaha!
Then we went around shopping here and there...

Soon, it's time for us to part.

IT'S SO FUN TODAY!!!

DEAD TIRED

2009-11-13T22:47:00.002+08:00

I have not been sleepin more than 5hrs these days
mainly because i'm rushing the lesson plans, rational...
now that it's done...i'm rushing the essay.

I'm tired.
I even had weird vision when I stone into space.
the area i staring at seemed to be expaning and contracting,
getting higher or sinking down.
But,it's impossible cause it was on a road...

I think I'm seriously lacking of sleep.

Marks the End

2009-11-13T22:36:00.004+08:00

Yesterday,marks the end of the storybook.
The female lead cried when the male lead initiates the break up
She was prepared but...
Tears just rolled down.
Perhaps she still likes him...
But the feelings wont grow any more...

She has heard the music he played
She is touched.
"Thank you", she said.

Thank you for being so patience with her.
She is very sorry for all the harm she has done to him.

Stress!!

2009-11-12T07:39:00.002+08:00

Yesterday/this morning, I slept at around 1.30am.
yes,1.30 AM!
I was doing my rational, editing my LP 1 and 2

It was done.. but I cant send into the safe assign cause the teacher didnt upload the thing!!
THEN I'M SO STRESS

This morning i woke up,feeling stress cause i didnt send in my safe assign.
So, I decided to go to the teacher's blog.
OMG!
SHE STATED HOW TO SEND TO SAFE ASSIGN!

THEN I SEARCH LIKE HELL...BUT I STILL CANT FIND IT!
STRESSSSSSSSS
Heck...hand in hardcopy first ba...

One down,
PLAY ESSAY NEXT.

You said
the story is coming to an end
And I used to hope it would end
Right,as it is about to end
I hope it would last a bit longer
I dont know the ending
whether it'll be a sad ending
with tears
or happy ending
with smiles

All i ask for
is you to continue loving yourself
and everything you've done so far.

The story is coming to an end...it seemed it really is...

Tiring day

2009-11-10T00:36:00.001+08:00

I have heard many responses to it...

I know...
It's hard.for both of us...

haiz.

I have not finished my essay nor my LP

I'm just too sad that i cant sleep.

I'm sorry...

Wonderful Day

2009-11-07T16:00:00.003+08:00

Today is the first time I went to pet's shelter alone.
hahaha! In the end, it turned out fine,except that i alighted at the wrong stop(1 stop earlier XDD)
I think i reached there at around 10.40, then my hero came out to open the door for me cause i was afraid the dogs will run out...
I did a lot of washing today. I bought a pair of gloves for the washing! so my hands today are not dry =DD
After washing, I went to play with the cats for an hour or so.hahaha! They are soooooooooo かわいい！！

This is a kitten,smelling my hand!haha!

SOOOOOOO CUTEEEEE

This is one of the many cats on the second storey. hahaa! It's ATTENTION SEEKER!!

Anyway, on friday,in the Hor Fun class, she introduced this book to us. Cerline, Jia Hao, Ilysa and I exclaimed when we saw the book!

It's JAP! SO CUTE

Anyway, this is the 'master piece' i made from my burnt playdough. hahaha! can guess wat is it?

Okay, I'm going to do my work now...

I miss the cuteeeeeeee cats

I dont know why,but the distance is getting big...

I dont know wat to do,can i even last till that day...

I'm sorry,i'm sorry,i caused the gap...

2009-11-05T08:06:00.003+08:00

Anyway, I saw when I was the Woodlands Cold Storage... MANN!! NEW PACKAGING!

MORE AFTER EIGHT!!

LOVEEEEEEEEEE IT

BUT it's ex... oh well..

As for this Huge bread here, I had that for lunch yesterday. It was very big! like...2 inch bigger than my hand? yupps! it' THAT big!
hahaha!
I took like...20-25 mins to finish that bread!!
It's nice =D
From Four Leaves. It's cheap too =D

Power of Conditioning

2009-11-05T08:01:00.002+08:00

Well, I just realised that the power of conditioning is very huge.
I can actually conditioned myself to hate some stuff in like...1hr?
Thats fast. hahaa! And, i used to like that stuff a lot before!haha!
Now,i'm pretty netural when i see it.
haha!

Anyway, my projects are coming down HARD on me.
Lots of project to hand in...
But I havent really start on much yet!

STRESSSSSSSS

I want to have a christmas dinner with Kent & Kor! KENT!!MUST COME!!!!!!

BUSY!!

2009-11-04T08:08:00.002+08:00

Lately, I have really busy with my projects.

Cant believe it,I have 2 lessons plans to hand up by next week when she just talked abt it yesterday...
-Essay 2 weeks later
-Book review
-Checklist

Mann...i think my sem1 load is just HALF of the sem 2...no wonder is sem 2...haiz.
oh well...

I have been rather confused with my bgr.
My feelings are fading...bit by bit...and a CHUCK when he really anger/hurt me.
haiz.
I'm not sure if I'm doing the right thing.
Clement said that it wasn't right...
But I had to try first.
After which, I wont cry in the end...

2009-10-29T22:26:00.003+08:00

Today, I ALMOST skipped one module...LOL!

I slept late yesterday, so i couldnt wake up...and, I ASSUME that there's no lesson at 9 ma...cause last week was at 11am ....

Then i woke up at 7am,replied Yang and continued to sleep...

then,suddenly something dawn on me...

I recalled Eileen scolding something...about wat only week 2,7 and 14 have only,then very rush...

then i think and think...

OH!THERE'S LESSON AT 9.AND TODAY IS WEEK 2! WOW!

then i rushed out of bed XDD

Somehow, I managed to reach in time by shuttle bus with Yang =DD

Today,time passes fast...?

Esp for the CAYC!! LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE IT

I took 2 photo.

1) After I drew and coloured

2) After I have CRUSHED my drawing and painted over with black paint.

Yups, CRUSHED! mann...my heart is like....*shattered*

Tml is another long day for me =D

Fluffing now!

Very upset now

2009-10-28T23:46:00.002+08:00

I was really very happy,high awhile ago...until Yang sms me.

He asked me abt the attire issue and my blog de.

Actually, I kinda made the issue i posted on the blog de.He didnt mean it that way but I twisted it into that way... Sorry.

And, I know you're angry but... haiz.

I dont know wat to say too...

I'm very upset now.
Down to the valley...
I'm so upset that i can just cry now...
Because of my incorrect statements,now Yang hates my kor.
And Kor is feeling so sad about it now.

I'm so guilty... I'm sorry. But I know sorry wont help...

Tiring day

2009-10-27T23:36:00.003+08:00

I dont know why,but today is a very tiring day for me. Perhaps because i slept late yesterday and woke up early,or just the weather making me tired...

Because I was tired, I slept in lecture and tutorials.
Mann, it feels great to sleep in class. and, CELINE SLEEP WITH ME! hahaha!
The class is so boring...and there's videos...hahah! all the more we can sleep...

Now,i'm freaking piss.
I know Clement didnt mean those things he said,but the way he apologised is so insincere.And,it's like he dont really care wat those words he used actually weight in me.

I know I'm poor. So,please understand a bit.
Your friend dont mind cause she/he knows you for quite awhile,but not for me.

Either you apologise nicely,or dont do it.
I dont do with "fine,i say i'm wrong"

Wat does that mean?

CHILL WAIWAN!!!!!!!!!

Counting down

2009-10-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

Right now, I'm counting down. 4mins more...another is 8mins more...
HAHAHA!
I'm waiting to collect my candle before it melts.

I'm addicted to Fluff friend le due to Halloween season now.

The candies are so cute! hahaha!

Anyway, I doubt I'll be posting very frequent now. Kinda busy...

Projects not started and going to due soon...kinda stress for me... mann...
I'm going crazy le...

oh well. going to sleep soon... i hope? haha!

Darn

2009-10-25T00:50:00.002+08:00

Today, I sent quite a lot of emails.
One for the 4S1 Outing, the other is spaming the GB HQ Madam. hahaha!

Anyway, I'm planning of organising a 4S1 Pinic. I'll try my best to prevent history from repeating itself. So, I plan to bring food over.
Do keep a look out for your emails and reply me!!

And, I realised that I need to do journals for my NYAA Gold. WONDERFUL! I did NONE. I just realised from the website...

http://www.nyaa.org/awards_prog_sections.html#service

So, I better get started on writing the journals...I think I forgot half of them le...Shit...

Interesting day,bad ending

2009-10-23T17:55:00.004+08:00

Stingy…Yang actually categorized me as the others under ‘STINGY’

WHICH PART OF ME IS BEING STINGY?
WHEN WAS I BEING STINGY?
WANNA SHARE WITH ME

So angry….then I left him there and boarded the bus, ignoring his presence. oh well...

Today’s lesson was BORING..oh well, then had lunch with Gabby,Jia Hao and Saunders.
After which, I had my cca. Today we made progress! The performance was great!hahahah!
Then I went to sign up for the POS…next Friday.
here's our friday's group photo!!

I was using the Granny today.hahahah!

Anyway, yesterday was a very very very long day for me. 11am to 6pm. But the afternoon lessons were fun!haha! so time past very fast, but I was really tired…
So by the time I have reached home, I was dead tired…

Since I’m tired, I was in bad temper…to worsen things, the STUPID PRINTER, JAM my paper,then I cant print my things le…
I was soooooooooooo angry, can see I’m really fuming…

Then my dad was beside me, then he saw the fan on the table. He took it up, then turned it…then…he started dancing… hahahaha! VERY FUNNY!
I was trying not to laugh…but I did in the end…he was imitating the geisha dancing with the fan…LOL it’s soooooooooooooooooo FUNNY

Then I went to bed…

Anyway, I'm ending with my Zi Lian photo XDD
I think i have not posted my photo before... And, I'm wearing TANK TOP!
hahaha! Do you think I look weird in Tank Top?? hahaha!
I know very ZL XDD
Bear with meXDDDDDDDD

(PS:sorry,my house VERY messy XDD)

CCA Day

2009-10-21T21:48:00.004+08:00

I went for facial today.

After which, I went for cca.

Today at the cca, we tried and practice the 'dance steps'.we SHOULD be...but we were chatting here and there for almost 2hrs...until the teacher comes in....then she said,"come, show me wat have you done so far..."

Then i was like...OH SHIT!?? I dont know anything!!Then we any how do the performance...hahahah!

But after a few more practices, we can do better le. hahaha! but it's fun!

I like Kerrin's performance!!! She's GREAT!!! I was like...STUN! It's like her puppet can talk,really. The synco is there! and it's BRILLIANT!!!

Then because we didnt do much....so we had to stay back a bit more...so Hin Ann and I left at

5.50pm instead...

Then I met with Yang and headed to Yishun for dinner. =D
After which, I bought 3 shirts for him! When I tried the shirt on him, I was like...hmmm not nice...then put down and walked away... then Yang was like..."okay, you're NOT buying for me..." But I was buying for him,and i stated that from the start. hahaha!

He was quite surprised as well =D

Cant wait to see him wear the pink one!! I hope he looks great in it!!hahaha!
then, Yang bought me some hair accesories and 1 cake=D

Here's the cake. It looks nice!! It's my breakfast for tml!!

Third day of school

2009-10-20T23:00:00.002+08:00

Today was a very long day for me.

I had lessons from 9 to 8pm.

First was Anges lesson,darn boriing

Next, was lecture,Loh wai fun.

I was hungry by then...and so, everytime i see or hear her name....

it sounds like....Loh HOR FUN?!!

hahahah! anyway,i'm sorry abt it, but i was really very hungry back then.

After which was lunch, so we went to the place with the nice nice milo there!

And, i had 2 roti prata. For the first time, i cant finish. Mainly because it's VERY VERY OILY.

I can almost see my reflection on the olil left behind on the plate!!!

I was so disgusted...so I stopped eating le.

After lunch, I had another lecture. That was a boring one,maybe because I sat at the back and was like...IN MY OWN WORLD...hahaha!

Then i had 2 hrs break,met with Yang,chiong my Jap hw... then headed for Jap lessons at 6.

LOL!!! I went to the wrong classroom and sat there till the teacher gave out the material. It was supposed to be a engineering lesson...lol!

oh well. everything ended well. The jap is getting very tough....

I'm sleepy. Going to sleep soon..

I'm wishing that Yang would give me a surprise for my birthday.

Do something I like,but not within my expectation.

Surprise me. can?

First Day of Sem 2

2009-10-19T20:58:00.002+08:00

Today my class starts at 1pm,so i met up with Yang at 11.30am.

I wore heels today and again, Yang made me run again. AND,BLISTERS again.... painful...

Bought a bun,with a egg on top...
the egg looked fake...like plastic toy egg.it's very hard,cold and rubber like...
but i ate it anyway, Yang buy for me de leh XDD

Anyway, I got 4 hrs striaght lecture today. VERY sian and VERY COLD!
I was freezing... and escaped via toliet break... and stood under the sun for a few mins before getting back into the freezer...

This Sem is a busy sem for me.
why?
1) The Moppet Club is on wed and fri until week 5
2) Moppet Club crashes with GB and Volunteery work.
3) Attachment is on wed from 9 to 4, also crashes with 1 and 2

MANN! IT JUST CANT GET ANY WORSE,CAN IT?

Oh well, I only pray that people will help out in the Pets Shelter, afterall, it's the animals that need people's help!!!

ANYWAY,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHU WEI!!!

BOREDDDDDDDDd

2009-10-18T22:00:00.003+08:00

Today is such a boring day... Nothing to do...

Anyway, I woke up at 5+ because of my cough...then it becomes really bad...then i see my sister....and i decided to sleep in the living room...

She hasnt been sleeping well since my stupid cough.... so i decided to let her sleep in peace while i sleep in living room, on my wood sofa....
I slept till 7+ then woke up till to the warm temperature...

Lalala..nothing to do...then sleep...watch taiwan drama show....

In the evening, I talked to Kah Wei!! Mann! I miss her a lot!! Then we talked alot...on the topic: GUYS!

We concluded that guys are:
1) Weird Creatures

hahaha!

Then Kah Wei said that we have matured and turned into LADIES! hahaha! Yeah, it's so true. If we were still in secondary school... I dont think I would have talk about words/topics like sex so freely like I do now... hahaha!

Now, I'm talking to Clement about my NCOTC...

As I recalled, I'm begining to wonder how did I managed to pull through?
It's such a nightmare camp... and the trophy of me conquering the camp is the muscles I had gained/forced to gain on my legs.
hahaha! It's such a camp that I cant forget.
It has been 2 years le...

Time flies...

Exciting day

2009-10-17T23:27:00.001+08:00

I’m dead tired. Just ended the third round of majong session with my aunt,cousin and my sister. Initially, we started at 5. Then we have dinner break and continued at around 7.30. Finally ended now.

This morning, I went to Pet shelter with my sister and Yong He earlier. We reached there around 11? YH has to leave at 12 so kinda chiong. Today work is pretty smooth and were done rather fast. I wash the bowls, my sister clean the bowl and YH dry them. After which, we wash the water bowl. Then I’m left on my own to wash as they collect the bowl while I wash and filled them with water.

Soon, it’s 12 and YH left. Then my sister and I decided to put the food bowl in the center cages. Well… I didn’t think it would be difficult,except the carpet cage I guess. Then….as I was putting, there’s this black cat running into the cages. The cats outside the cages are not supposed to go into the cage. So, I have to catch them out. So, I carried the cat out of the cage somehow. BUT, this same cat went around and giving me a lot of problem… in the end, a orange brown cat got of the cage! I tried to carry it back to the cage…but when it saw the black cat…. IT JUST DASHED TOWARDS THAT BLACK CAT! IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SCARY!!! THEY FOUGHT! CLAWING EACH OTHER!

Then my sister and I panicked and she asked me to catch that cat!!! I WAS LIKE….YOU GOT TO BE KIDDING ME! I CANT DO IT! Then it was sooooooooooo loud and our ‘screams’ reached my HERO! He’s the perm volunteer worker there. IMMEDIATELY, HE WENT TOWARDS THE TWO CATS AND HIT THE ORANGE CAT WITH HIS BARE HANDS!!! AFTER A FEW HITS, THE OTHER WORKER CAME AND HELPED OUT WITH A MOP. That is how the two cats were separated and they stopped the fight. My hero carried the orange cat back into the cage.

My sister and I were in shocked….then my hero said that that orange cat is FAMOUS for it’s notorious. But, I was still in shocked…. Then my sister doesn’t allow me to put the food anymore since I caused such a HUGE commotion….

HAIZ. I HAVE CAUSED SO MUCH TROUBLE! WHAT AN EXCITING DAY!

Wondeful Day

2009-10-15T19:08:00.003+08:00

Today,it's such a wonderful day.
Why?
Cause
1) It's my last day of work
2) On my last day of work, my 宝贝in N1 came to school!
3) Yang came to pick me up!
4) Went gym with Yang =D
5) Worked a shirt full of sweat!
6) Didnt quarrel with Yang!!!

I worked morning shift today. Went there and realised that my supervisor told me the wrong timing. I was supposed to work at 7 but she didnt tell me. Lucky, the teachers were very kind towards me and didnt scold me,maybe because i'm just a part-timer? oh well.

Then, my 宝贝 came to school!! I miss my 宝贝! I didnt see him for 1 week! Even though it's sad that i cant see him anymore,maybe until attachment, I can see him on my last day! hahaha! MANN, HE'S SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!

Then I went to hang towel. Well, people would be like,"how can hang towel be any difficult?"
well, it's not difficult, but it is tough and challenging when you have like....10 kids towels? then you have to remember whose towel.... then have to dry them as well...
in the end, i wanted to hang my shirt cause it's soaked in sweat XDDD

After finished hanging towel, I went to K1. Had a little chat with the chinese teacher and then went to have lunch...

After lunch, Yang came to pick me up! hahaha!
We went gym. I asked him to lead the road...and I know now that it's a stupid idea. Even though I may not know the route there, but i know the place is at where.... Yang was like " I swear i know it's this road"... but obviously, it's back to my center there.... so I told him " then you so sure, you go and check"
Then when he come back, he said "haha! it's the other way"
hahaha! so funny!he even swore XDDD

My throat now is still hurting, but it's the slightest pain le. Tuesday was the climax X___X I couldnt even talk. But, i dont know why. I met people on tuesday. So, i HAVE to talk. in the end, i was answering with " yeah,no,yes". hahaha!

Wondering wats my plan tml...

anyway, i'm so troubled.
I have cca in NP and in GB as well. Gb is held on every wed and sat. My cca is on wed and fri. so i can only go GB on sat. BUT, i have volunteery work on saturday as well!!!
I dont think GB needs my help afterall that there can be like 7 advsiors helping but at the volunteery work there the max help is just 2 =(
I'm sooooooooooo troubled over this problem.
Should I go for volunteery work or GB?
I know my cca in NP will be less busy after week 5 of sem2...then i can go on wed for GB le.
but, can i skip 5 weeks of Gb?

HAIZ!!!!!!! SOOOOOOOOOOO STRESS!